Crying, I had open heart "surgery" yesterday, the wounds of my heart laid bare and as I shared my health history with an intuitive energy healer Jemima Toby asking her for guidance and if I had missed anything, she told me that I was heart broken and my energy was being depleted by the many people taking from me and not reciprocating back, not to mention the many current events and past traumas.
Though she could give me herbs for increased energy, if I didn't heal emotionally and stop the energy leakage, it wasn't a solution. I was taking on too much responsibility to heal a broken world, largely unsupported financially with many people prepared to take my time and my knowledge, in a very one sided relationship, despite knowing that I am battling a heart condition that could kill me. In my personal life, similar dynamics because one can actually love too much.
It's coming to the three year anniversary of when my heart function dropped to 15% and four years of fighting this war and through all the work done and knowledge acquired, visions and dreams, I know many people are going to continue to die, and my energy is leaking, my heart broken, my cup empty but the demands for my time and knowledge go unabated. My blood pressure is like a barometer for my life.
It's peculiar that the many grifters including many "freedom" doctors and lawyers not only steal from the community while selling half truths and seeking donations for cases that are by their design meant to fail but those of us who do the grassroots work are struggling and the more we give, the more people take.
During the madness of the mandates, my phone never stopped pinging with messages, requests for help and it was heart breaking to hear of the many harmed too. I became an accidental activist with millions of views across social media, predominately Linkedin, and behind the scenes there was programming, writing, hundreds of messages in my inbox alone and many requests for help. Professional work done and accounts unpaid with a myriad of excuses.
Time taken without an exchange of value is a theft of life force.
I can see it in others battling terminal conditions, while continuing the good fight helping others and many that just don't make it. Those trying to save others, people who don't want to learn how to swim, are themselves being drowned not just by the turbulent waters of the world but by those around them pulling them down and the strongest of the healers too are being lost by the weight of responsibility.
Growing up and visiting another's home, it was customary to bring a gift or food to share. The idea of taking someone's hospitality for free was frowned upon and relationships were reciprocal where people would give to each other, in a back and forth exchange, always aware of not imposing on others. In today's world, figuratively speaking people will come to your house, set up camp there, take your food and invite other friends to join them and then tell you how grateful you should be for feeding them and criticizing you if asked them to leave or if the food wasn't of the highest standards. Not only, do people not have any reciprocity but the givers will find themselves completely depleted by a narcissistic society that does not recognize its own selfishness and entitlement.
Meanwhile, the grifters prey on emotions or feed off sensationalist news garnishing millions while people expect the authentic voices and creators to continue giving for "the greater good".
"You love what you do, don't you?"
And the givers, find it exceptionally hard to ask for donations, for help or ongoing financial support. They just keep battling on, until their tanks are empty. At their funeral, people will cry and the evidence of them dying from a thousand cuts will not be seen. Each cut is stolen energy, energy leakage.
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So I sat there with Jemima, crying as I bared my heart and my soul. We had met at an organic shop and had an immediate connection. I don't normally seek out help but I felt I needed to go and see her. I expected some tincture, acupuncture or some guidance on anything that I might have missed in my healing journey but instead I got a prescription of setting boundaries, visualizing energy returning to my heart, vocalizing gratefulness for myself, restructuring my life, letting go and acceptance of what I could not change and strategies for dealing with dysfunctional one sided relationships of people. She could clearly see, I had done a lot of work healthwise that I write about in my health articles but trauma and emotional damage is a complex beast, like a festering wound that needs to be healed not just bandaged.
In my life, I have been through hell and back but meeting me, you would never know it. I have a way of making lemonade from lemons, wine from aged grapes but the body doesn't lie. It is a reflection of the inner struggles.
My last article and podcast, which is the most important story of the generation, has been the culmination of a three year health journey that began when my Dad who passed away last year infected me with the bio-weapon, causing me to go into severe heart failure. The story was picked up and did the rounds on X but certainly was still censored, despite amassing nearly 20k views in two weeks.
https://x.com/myheartsisters/status/1914283396609798193
It's the grassroots that will share the interview but others won't watch it at all or do their own research, but all they are interested in is churning out content, self promotion and controlling the narrative. Perhaps that's the answer, the grifters know how to be selfish and channel their energy and that of others to themselves.
The latest Youtube version that can be sent to any health professional, regardless of their stance on vaccine is out, links to Dr Kevin McCairn's work in the description.
No one wants to hear that they engineered a bio-weapon that will infect both vaccinated and unvaccinated to cause neurological disease, and everything from heart disease to cancer or that white fibrous clots are the result of the spike protein setting off a cascade in the body that leads to protein mis-folding and prion disease.
The implications of a ticking time bomb of death, infertility, miscarriages, still births, chronic disease, labor shortages, crowded hospitals, vehicle accidents, and transferred through injections, blood products, intimate contact, and bodily fluids is not something that's going to be easy to digest. Incredibly dark and watching how the controlled opposition media and doctors, deflect, distract and put out misleading information, treatments that not only don't work but potentially harmful. It really is a case of buckle down the hatches, prepare and stay alive. Last man standing, winner takes all. We are in the ultimate game of survivor that has so many fronts.
Apocalypse actually means to uncover to unveil and this is the period we are experiencing in this present time. The article will give you the summary and links to the interview which has the irrefutable prima facie evidence of a global health disaster.
Jeanee Rose Andrewartha
Dr Kevin McCairn in the interview spoke of disinformation agents and I too have found that much of my time can be consumed by disproving misinformation not just from the mainstream news channels but the alternative news. People need to ask themselves, why are they listening to people with huge platforms that push sensationalist news and lack intellect or scientific vigor? Can they not see beyond the smoke and mirrors and sales pitch? Do they not understand that many are paid for to actually lead them astray but cause them to be poisoned?
If you want to go deeper down the rabbit hole, see Elizabeth Glass' article on Genetic Targeting of the bio-weapon. https://eglass.substack.com/p/was-the-c19-biowarfare-program-genetically
She also does a must watch video on Rumble. https://rumble.com/v6j7gy4-medical-freedom-hero-or-cold-blooded-redacted.html?e9s=src_v1_ucp
After you read the article and watch the video above, all researched and referenced, you should understand very clearly that we are at war for our lives and stop listening to the controlled media and so called health professionals.
How many people even bother doing background checks or look at the history of who they are listening to or who they are associated with?
Letting Go
Yesterday, as I was walking to see Jemima Toby of https://www.tongueandtonic.com.au/who-are-we I lost a much loved jumper but I completely let it go, and believed that I would find it, if it was meant to be mine and otherwise, someone else was meant to have it and when I found it, on my return journey, it confirmed to me that I needed to truly take in everything Jemima had shared with me, to forge a new path forward.
The burden of what is happening in this world, is too much for me to carry and as many things that I do to heal holistically, my energy too needs to be protected. To continue, without boundaries in my personal and professional life will have dire consequences. I have already gone through heart failure twice in the last 3 years.
I was deeply moved by a song, that a former housemate Jonas James wrote. He was a guitarist, that felt deeply all the pain of the world. He died recently, at 53. We were the same age but lost contact decades ago. He was homeless in LA for a time and his song, "Time to be sad" really embodies all that I feel too; the emptiness of the world and the deep loneliness one can feel. Jonas died of a broken heart. His song "Wings of an angel" was like a call home.
Jemima's words that it is heart break that is the root cause of my blood pressure issues hit home and I knew she spoke truth. Two hours of crying later, and an acknowledgement of the many traumatic events over my life, emotional abuse and karmic cycles that are leading me to experience a brutal clarity and honesty with my own soul journey, I emerged ready for change but I also know old habits die hard.
I am going to take some time away to heal myself. All gifts of love, thoughts and prayers welcomed. If your messages or comments go unanswered, I am taking some time away for me.
Do look out for my interview with Jemima Toby to be published on healthallianceaustralia.org
Jemima Toby holds a Bachelor degree in Acupuncture; Chinese Herbal medicine and a Diploma in Massage. Her practice in natural therapies Spiritual channeling and guidance has spanned over 19 years. Her journey into motherhood and beyond has gifted her with an understanding, that with the right support for families and individuals, each person’s journey can embrace enjoyment, light heartiness and wellness.
She has an incredible testimonial and story to tell and in the meantime, there are hours and hours of content on uncensoredwisdom.com
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